1. |
Burnout Boulevard
03:16
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A pack of lies and a stolen car
You take a drag and you find yourself fighting her father
She's an expert in sabotage
A fugitive fucking anyone willing to harbor
You're gonna think you're gonna lose your mind
You're gonna feel like biting cyanide
You're gonna wish you never let her inside
Cause you would have been better off just letting her cry
She calls you up talking suicide
Just end it all oh my god why do i even bother
You let her stay at your place tonight
She stole your shit and smoked a bong filled with holy water
So do you think you're gonna lose your mind
So do you feel like biting cyanide
So do you wish you never let her inside
You would have been better off just letting her die
You're finding out shes fucking 17
Hitchin a ride to the mountain side running from parents
You're 26 with a salary
You're not the first or the last blindsided for caring
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2. |
Ok
02:26
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I just wanna be okay
and that'll be enough for me
I just wanna be okay
and that'll be enough
I just wanna be okay
Growing up we were the freaks and the losers
in heartbreak city where the beggars are the choosers
afraid of nothing with nothing worth losing and
now we're older and we don't know what we're doing
Life is not what you thought it'd be
Bite your lip until you feel blood moving
cause your heart's been sitting where they all told you to put it
in the closet with the passions of a student in heartbreak city
you think you're gonna lose it
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3. |
Logic
02:56
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Logic I'm sorry
Im sorry i tried but i still wanna die
I dont know if anything you say could change my mind
Ive been dreaming of life but living a lie
I work my ass off but I'm broke full time
To everyone who thought i was better I'm sorry I lied
Once you hear this I'll have nothing left to hide behind
They said you're chasing a dream you're chasing a lie you're wasting your time
If i dont I'll have a lifetime of regrets and false lullabies
Nothing you could say to me would prove otherwise
It feels like life has given me wings but I'm failing to fly
Are you dying to live or living to die
Are your finances low, or you broken inside?
they said you never could sing, but i still gotta try, why?
I think i could maybe heal another
Life is hard and you dont get another try
but know you're not alone in thinking
I wish i could begin another life
To my father
Im sorry that you think i think life is a game
If it is fuck it I'm refusing to play
I was 6 years old when i started to think
Maybe your life would be easier if i faded away
I got a burning heart but its pumping ice to my veins
Cause these dreams and i got a feeling I'm in too deep to walk away
Everybody thinks I gotta hear what they got to say
And to the stranger the other day
You dont even know what its like fuckin fool
Must be nice life chose you
To be the one who always knows what he's doing
To have a 5 year plan to be financially fluent
Do you really wanna know?
I got a feeling you dont
But if you ain't gonna try just stand on a chair and tie the rope
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4. |
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You got blood on your hands for the very first time
No one understands so you tell them you're fine
They say to be like them, say to give your life
and you're a kid again, learning adults lie
Mother said it's meant to be, Daddy says it's clear
a life that's meant for me, life has lead me here
Red splattered magazines, doc we got a bleeder
You can fuck your legacy, I'm not a believer
You write a poem a day telling them the truth
You know what they'd say, they are not like you
Do you believe in fate? I believe in truth
And at the end of the day, it's all up to you
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5. |
Hindsight
03:57
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I remember life in a different way
When a friend's embrace could save the day
When butterflies and adrenaline we chased
The good old days
I remember life was so far fetched
Growing up was only pretend
Now we only drink to forget
thats what we get
Hold onto what you got and keep running
It's bittersweet and that's whats funny
When memories start to drift away
They tell you life is time and money
You'll try to bide your time but honey
Your memories all begin to fade
Yesterday today became someday
I remember being young and brave
Like a child holding a hand grenade
Now life has started to concave
It comes in waves
6 years old tracking snow inside
With friends who are no longer alive
I remember life was all alright
But everyone dies
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6. |
Memores We Made
05:50
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Maybe it's not our fault
We never lost at all
Maybe it's alright
Maybe it's not our fault
We never lost it all
Maybe that's just time
We tried our hardest
Dreaming big and living dumb
We laughed our loudest
when the worst had yet to come
I take a deep breath
and feel the cold air fill my lungs
I know you feel it
That feeling back when we were young
Breathe in the music
Life with you had different sounds
I can't get through this
My bleeding heart is screaming out
Don't make me do this
I feel my knees they hit the ground
Got mental bruises
I would escape if i knew how
Hold onto all the memories
Hold onto me
Hold onto all the memories of me
Hold onto all the memories
Please remember me
Hold onto all the memories we made
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7. |
Nonetheless
03:16
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Everyones got something to hide
Afraid to put beliefs on the line
Afraid of all rest
Afraid of what it means, this life
Its alright to let it inside
Its alright to hold your head and cry
if you're hurt or fucking stressed
Its a temporary world were in
where who you love and who left
wont make a difference in the end
But i love you nonetheless
And even when we're gone and dead
I know that love will live on
Cause there's something in that
Even now im looking back
I wonder when i finally cracked that code
Life is meaningless
But i love you nonetheless
When did i start to feel so much
No matter how long I'm with you it's never enough,
I'm not afraid of death
I'm terrified of waking up
Waking up alone, waking up cold
It's easy being on your own
It's a risk loving someones soul
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8. |
Imagination
03:33
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If I live in my imagination
It's down to the freedom of my minds creation
I can't believe it is a new sensation
Watch the days go by
If I live in my imagination
It's down to laughter of my hearts temptation
If you believe in love at first vibration
Watch the years go by
Let me spend my time dreaming
Let all my problems fade away
Cause I'm having trouble breathing
So I close my eyes and waste away
It is the best that I can do
When everybody knows better than you
Reality won't stop screaming
So I spend my time dreaming
I'm a victim of procrastination
A child prodigy born into mayhem
In getting older learning not to hear them
Don't believe their lies
Meet new people never talk to strangers
Contradiction is the best new flavor
Paranoia is my favorite neighbor
Let me close my eyes
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9. |
Beauty in the Fall
03:48
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You were born into a world
With no sympathy for apathy
But apathetic is your rhetoric breakdown
Forced into a lie
Whether optimist or pessimist
After this we all will end up face down
Falling to the ground
With no chute to pull
time is running out
For you and me both
Truth is what lies just behind the skull
And we dont have long, we dont have long
So i choose to see the beauty in the fall
You can choose to risk it all
Or hide behind your paralyzed
Mind in fear of one day what's to come
Feel your breathing lungs
Freeze the moment exhale slow
When your door opens dont forget to jump
(Ive got nothing to lose)
Don't forget, you only get, you only get once
Don't forget, you only get, you only get once
Theres beauty in falling to the ground
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10. |
10/1/17
03:45
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Ive said it before and I'll say it again
We are at war with the world in our hands
Born into thorns we're the voice of the dead
Everything's warm here, the legends said
But I dont wanna die
You know its not right
I dont wanna die
Is this my last night
I dont wanna die
Dont wanna close my eyes
I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die
Your mom's gonna miss you, don't let go
My head feels a kiss though my pulse is low
Mother i hear you, just be strong
I wanna wake up, it wont be long
Our children are born here, and left in the dust
We cried and we swore here with no one to trust
The truth has been spoken, we said our goodbye
Now we are the broken, and everyone dies
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11. |
Meet Your Maker
03:39
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We can try our luck as children in this world
Then you get all fucked up, drugged up, lose control
Heartbreak leads to headache leads to popping champagne
Drinking ain't enough when theres a needle in your vein
Have you met your maker, have you come this far
Just to drop the anchor and then call it off
Is it in your nature to be wrong
Do you bottle pain until you're calling out in a song
Theres a kid not a block from you who feels your pain
Found Daddy's gun, ready to forfeit the game
Screaming leads to bleeding leads to needing to breathe
Breathing will get easier, take it from me
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12. |
Flashback
03:27
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Well i took another photograph today
Put it in my bag of memories
Remember a time when we felt safe
Well I told myself i wanna be okay
Tried to clear my head and lost my way
They were right about the monsters in my brain
I'm off to a better place
Said goodbye and made my peace
Wrote a letter to the loved ones i wont see
From the pain of yesterday
I can't win so i lose the game
Here's a letter to the loved ones i wont see
I made another mental note today
One day I'll throw all these away
Its looking like another caffeine headache day
Well tomorrow's gonna finally be the one
The day that I've been waiting for for months
Got a pencil got a paper got my father's gun
I threw away another photograph today
Remembering that these are better days
If you look back, don't look back in pain
Well I'm thinking bout the things i used to say
I never had a clue what life could be
I never knew i could be okay
I'm finally in a better place
I've moved on and I've made my peace
Wrote a letter to the past version of me
Nothings permanent so hold on tight
and pretty soon it'll be alright
You can learn to love and learn again to breathe
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13. |
Human Mind
04:09
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I'm stuffed inside
my human mind
Its easy to close your eyes
Its easy to give up hope and die
If you never felt it then you'll never know
Just what its like to let the horror grow
This thing inside you closing up your throat
You can never tell em they'll think you're insane
Sometimes you close your eyes and fade away
Giving way to the monster in your veins
My blessing my curse my life
I'd rather stand and fight than let my demons rise
And I know you might not know why
Lose i might, but I've got to try
I'd rather stand and fight than lay down my arms and die
If only i could get the words out
Maybe i could get the nerve to calm down
Life's a cocktail of hatred and self doubt
Just give me a minute cause its never long
I've learned to trust my feelings cause they're never wrong
Monsters can be angels all along
I dont need your medication
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14. |
Hope and Cigarettes
04:22
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I took a walk down memory lane again
To the places where it all began
To the pain i buried in my head
I struck a long lost thought that i suppressed
Remember feeling loss of breath
Remember when i wished for death
What happened to that boy
If you wanted to find yourself
You gotta go through your worst
If you wanted to find yourself
You gotta get lost first
When i was young and full of ignorance
My mistakes then clouded innocence
Top it off with recklessness
Led to a winding path i dont regret
Full of lack of hope and cigarettes
Can you smell the memories on my breath
I took a walk down memory lane again
To the places where it all began
Remember when i wished for death
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15. |
Je Suis
03:34
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The hands on these toys are innocent
No knowledge of tequila shots or Ritalin
Living in a world where your mind is free to fly
Free from the concept of time
The hands on this wheel are trembling
Cause they are getting tired of remembering
We're living in a world where you work to live a lie,
bound by the concept of time
This is stronger than memories, cause I am
I hope someone remembers me, what I am
Time is not a friend to me, we're dying
Sometimes i think you'll never see who I am
I'm sick of holding my breath
My demons left me for dead
I've been dying to laugh again
Cause when they tell me to die
They also keep me alive
Until the cycle it starts again
I'm sick of bleeding it out
The cycle ends with me now
Could there be any other way?
I've got a pencil in hand
Send my love to my dad
If i fail to wake up today
This is stronger than memories, cause I am
I hope someone remembers me, what I am
Time will get the best of me, we're dying
Sometimes I think you'll never see who I am
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