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Concept of Time

by Willow Bay

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A pack of lies and a stolen car You take a drag and you find yourself fighting her father She's an expert in sabotage A fugitive fucking anyone willing to harbor You're gonna think you're gonna lose your mind You're gonna feel like biting cyanide You're gonna wish you never let her inside Cause you would have been better off just letting her cry She calls you up talking suicide Just end it all oh my god why do i even bother You let her stay at your place tonight She stole your shit and smoked a bong filled with holy water So do you think you're gonna lose your mind So do you feel like biting cyanide So do you wish you never let her inside You would have been better off just letting her die You're finding out shes fucking 17 Hitchin a ride to the mountain side running from parents You're 26 with a salary You're not the first or the last blindsided for caring
2.
Ok 02:26
I just wanna be okay and that'll be enough for me I just wanna be okay and that'll be enough I just wanna be okay Growing up we were the freaks and the losers in heartbreak city where the beggars are the choosers afraid of nothing with nothing worth losing and now we're older and we don't know what we're doing Life is not what you thought it'd be Bite your lip until you feel blood moving cause your heart's been sitting where they all told you to put it in the closet with the passions of a student in heartbreak city you think you're gonna lose it
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Logic 02:56
Logic I'm sorry Im sorry i tried but i still wanna die I dont know if anything you say could change my mind Ive been dreaming of life but living a lie I work my ass off but I'm broke full time To everyone who thought i was better I'm sorry I lied Once you hear this I'll have nothing left to hide behind They said you're chasing a dream you're chasing a lie you're wasting your time If i dont I'll have a lifetime of regrets and false lullabies Nothing you could say to me would prove otherwise It feels like life has given me wings but I'm failing to fly Are you dying to live or living to die Are your finances low, or you broken inside? they said you never could sing, but i still gotta try, why? I think i could maybe heal another Life is hard and you dont get another try but know you're not alone in thinking I wish i could begin another life To my father Im sorry that you think i think life is a game If it is fuck it I'm refusing to play I was 6 years old when i started to think Maybe your life would be easier if i faded away I got a burning heart but its pumping ice to my veins Cause these dreams and i got a feeling I'm in too deep to walk away Everybody thinks I gotta hear what they got to say And to the stranger the other day You dont even know what its like fuckin fool Must be nice life chose you To be the one who always knows what he's doing To have a 5 year plan to be financially fluent Do you really wanna know? I got a feeling you dont But if you ain't gonna try just stand on a chair and tie the rope
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You got blood on your hands for the very first time No one understands so you tell them you're fine They say to be like them, say to give your life and you're a kid again, learning adults lie Mother said it's meant to be, Daddy says it's clear a life that's meant for me, life has lead me here Red splattered magazines, doc we got a bleeder You can fuck your legacy, I'm not a believer You write a poem a day telling them the truth You know what they'd say, they are not like you Do you believe in fate? I believe in truth And at the end of the day, it's all up to you
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Hindsight 03:57
I remember life in a different way When a friend's embrace could save the day When butterflies and adrenaline we chased The good old days I remember life was so far fetched Growing up was only pretend Now we only drink to forget thats what we get Hold onto what you got and keep running It's bittersweet and that's whats funny When memories start to drift away They tell you life is time and money You'll try to bide your time but honey Your memories all begin to fade Yesterday today became someday I remember being young and brave Like a child holding a hand grenade Now life has started to concave It comes in waves 6 years old tracking snow inside With friends who are no longer alive I remember life was all alright But everyone dies
6.
Maybe it's not our fault We never lost at all Maybe it's alright Maybe it's not our fault We never lost it all Maybe that's just time We tried our hardest Dreaming big and living dumb We laughed our loudest when the worst had yet to come I take a deep breath and feel the cold air fill my lungs I know you feel it That feeling back when we were young Breathe in the music Life with you had different sounds I can't get through this My bleeding heart is screaming out Don't make me do this I feel my knees they hit the ground Got mental bruises I would escape if i knew how Hold onto all the memories Hold onto me Hold onto all the memories of me Hold onto all the memories Please remember me Hold onto all the memories we made
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Nonetheless 03:16
Everyones got something to hide Afraid to put beliefs on the line Afraid of all rest Afraid of what it means, this life Its alright to let it inside Its alright to hold your head and cry if you're hurt or fucking stressed Its a temporary world were in where who you love and who left wont make a difference in the end But i love you nonetheless And even when we're gone and dead I know that love will live on Cause there's something in that Even now im looking back I wonder when i finally cracked that code Life is meaningless But i love you nonetheless When did i start to feel so much No matter how long I'm with you it's never enough, I'm not afraid of death I'm terrified of waking up Waking up alone, waking up cold It's easy being on your own It's a risk loving someones soul
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Imagination 03:33
If I live in my imagination It's down to the freedom of my minds creation I can't believe it is a new sensation Watch the days go by If I live in my imagination It's down to laughter of my hearts temptation If you believe in love at first vibration Watch the years go by Let me spend my time dreaming Let all my problems fade away Cause I'm having trouble breathing So I close my eyes and waste away It is the best that I can do When everybody knows better than you Reality won't stop screaming So I spend my time dreaming I'm a victim of procrastination A child prodigy born into mayhem In getting older learning not to hear them Don't believe their lies Meet new people never talk to strangers Contradiction is the best new flavor Paranoia is my favorite neighbor Let me close my eyes
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You were born into a world With no sympathy for apathy But apathetic is your rhetoric breakdown Forced into a lie Whether optimist or pessimist After this we all will end up face down Falling to the ground With no chute to pull time is running out For you and me both Truth is what lies just behind the skull And we dont have long, we dont have long So i choose to see the beauty in the fall You can choose to risk it all Or hide behind your paralyzed Mind in fear of one day what's to come Feel your breathing lungs Freeze the moment exhale slow When your door opens dont forget to jump (Ive got nothing to lose) Don't forget, you only get, you only get once Don't forget, you only get, you only get once Theres beauty in falling to the ground
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10/1/17 03:45
Ive said it before and I'll say it again We are at war with the world in our hands Born into thorns we're the voice of the dead Everything's warm here, the legends said But I dont wanna die You know its not right I dont wanna die Is this my last night I dont wanna die Dont wanna close my eyes I dont wanna die I dont wanna die Your mom's gonna miss you, don't let go My head feels a kiss though my pulse is low Mother i hear you, just be strong I wanna wake up, it wont be long Our children are born here, and left in the dust We cried and we swore here with no one to trust The truth has been spoken, we said our goodbye Now we are the broken, and everyone dies
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We can try our luck as children in this world Then you get all fucked up, drugged up, lose control Heartbreak leads to headache leads to popping champagne Drinking ain't enough when theres a needle in your vein Have you met your maker, have you come this far Just to drop the anchor and then call it off Is it in your nature to be wrong Do you bottle pain until you're calling out in a song Theres a kid not a block from you who feels your pain Found Daddy's gun, ready to forfeit the game Screaming leads to bleeding leads to needing to breathe Breathing will get easier, take it from me
12.
Flashback 03:27
Well i took another photograph today Put it in my bag of memories Remember a time when we felt safe Well I told myself i wanna be okay Tried to clear my head and lost my way They were right about the monsters in my brain I'm off to a better place Said goodbye and made my peace Wrote a letter to the loved ones i wont see From the pain of yesterday I can't win so i lose the game Here's a letter to the loved ones i wont see I made another mental note today One day I'll throw all these away Its looking like another caffeine headache day Well tomorrow's gonna finally be the one The day that I've been waiting for for months Got a pencil got a paper got my father's gun I threw away another photograph today Remembering that these are better days If you look back, don't look back in pain Well I'm thinking bout the things i used to say I never had a clue what life could be I never knew i could be okay I'm finally in a better place I've moved on and I've made my peace Wrote a letter to the past version of me Nothings permanent so hold on tight and pretty soon it'll be alright You can learn to love and learn again to breathe
13.
Human Mind 04:09
I'm stuffed inside my human mind Its easy to close your eyes Its easy to give up hope and die If you never felt it then you'll never know Just what its like to let the horror grow This thing inside you closing up your throat You can never tell em they'll think you're insane Sometimes you close your eyes and fade away Giving way to the monster in your veins My blessing my curse my life I'd rather stand and fight than let my demons rise And I know you might not know why Lose i might, but I've got to try I'd rather stand and fight than lay down my arms and die If only i could get the words out Maybe i could get the nerve to calm down Life's a cocktail of hatred and self doubt Just give me a minute cause its never long I've learned to trust my feelings cause they're never wrong Monsters can be angels all along I dont need your medication
14.
I took a walk down memory lane again To the places where it all began To the pain i buried in my head I struck a long lost thought that i suppressed Remember feeling loss of breath Remember when i wished for death What happened to that boy If you wanted to find yourself You gotta go through your worst If you wanted to find yourself You gotta get lost first When i was young and full of ignorance My mistakes then clouded innocence Top it off with recklessness Led to a winding path i dont regret Full of lack of hope and cigarettes Can you smell the memories on my breath I took a walk down memory lane again To the places where it all began Remember when i wished for death
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Je Suis 03:34
The hands on these toys are innocent No knowledge of tequila shots or Ritalin Living in a world where your mind is free to fly Free from the concept of time The hands on this wheel are trembling Cause they are getting tired of remembering We're living in a world where you work to live a lie, bound by the concept of time This is stronger than memories, cause I am I hope someone remembers me, what I am Time is not a friend to me, we're dying Sometimes i think you'll never see who I am I'm sick of holding my breath My demons left me for dead I've been dying to laugh again Cause when they tell me to die They also keep me alive Until the cycle it starts again I'm sick of bleeding it out The cycle ends with me now Could there be any other way? I've got a pencil in hand Send my love to my dad If i fail to wake up today This is stronger than memories, cause I am I hope someone remembers me, what I am Time will get the best of me, we're dying Sometimes I think you'll never see who I am

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released October 7, 2018

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